trust is such a fragile thing.
easily broken.
but so fundamental in so many things.
my sense of trust has be warped through the events in my life.
finding that balance hasn’t been easy.
coz it’s hard. but also easy.
it’s like balancing on a tight rope that is two inches from the ground.
sometimes I’m afraid.
of what exactly, I’m not so [...]

“Exercise gives you endorphins. Endorphins make you happy. Happy people just don’t shoot their husbands, they just don’t.”

y’know.
I usually start out growling at the exams.
Because I want to rip them apart (read: conquer them) and coz they aren’t my favourite things in the world.
Which also means I’m not usually in the best mood when exams roll around.
ritter sport rum and raisin helps.
so does coffee.
and so does liang cha.
but not today.
For some reason [...]

today

I mentally came up with a list of things I want to do before I have to start work at the end of December.
It is extremely surreal- knowing that next semester will be my last.
But I’m not fighting it, nor am I hiding from it. Coz I feel like I’m very ready to go out [...]